'i wish to take away your tears, take them one by one. i wish to swallow the sadness, have it linger no longer. i wish to provide you my perceptions. and let you leave me of my light. and i could. oh, i could. but first, my dear, you have to feel my pain. know my hurt. hear my grief and watch me burn. and exit this worldly hell ALIVE'
once i got very drunk in a bar and my mum had to pick me up so i was trying to act normal by keeping the conversation so i asked her if shes a virgin and she looked at me with pain in her eyes and said “i wish i was”